I am so blessed to have my three girls in my life. I don’t know why God blessed me with them, but I am so glad He did. Life has been rougher than normal the past few years and it has been hard to keep my faith. It is been more harder to pray. Extremely hard,sometimes. I question God and get mad at Him and I know that I shouldn’t. At those times, I feel like He sends my children to me (out of the blue) with messages. My oldest comes to me and say, ” it will be ok ma, be happy. Are you happy? Put a smile on your face”. It comes in moments when I am just doing normal stuff cooking,cleaning or whatever. I am not sure if my face says unhappy or it shows that I have a lot on my mind, but I feel like God is telling me to smile, I got you!! I could be in the other room thinking of negative things in my life and I will hear my middle daughter say to my youngest daughter, “Aree, you have to think about happy stuff and be happy”. I am thinking to myself God,is that you? Are you telling me to redirect those negative thoughts to positive. Well, I am not sure if it is him but quickly redirect those negative thoughts to positive ones. There was a time we were riding going somewhere, this was when we first became homeless and I didn’t know where to go. I was driving and crying very hard on the inside and as soon as I felt those tears about to make their appearance down my face, my daughter says,”Mom, can we hear some God music?” Of course, I find a gospel station and think to myself God please give me the strength. I don’t know how or why He does it, but He do. Those tears still fall but now they are falling for a bigger and better reason, hope and faith.  I am not sure if God is really talking to me through those beautiful girls of mines but I feel like it. It gives me more motivation to keep it pushing and I do. Father, I pray you continue to use my kids and we thank you. I am not sure if there are any parents who feel the same way, I do but if you do please let me know.

God Bless

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